i am glad that i didnt need to go to office due to my inconsistent fever. and its not dat i dislike work or the stress, its just dat to be at office i have to stand certain things. and when dat certain things i know very well that theres some fishy but theres nothing i can do for the higher authority is a "dictator"
i suppose right after that moment, my view of life has change completely. my goals my motivations are gone. i think theres only 1 sole purpose in life for me right now. pathetic.