is it even worth it anymore to ask all or plan something when most of the time all u get is a negative feedback? whats the point of trying again and again?
why do i get the feeling that things were done because it was like a rule that must be follow. or mayb it was i whos forcing and pushing it to be so?
life is getting so pointless most probably in few years time all i could think about is earn more and more money, at least that is still something within my control. it might be my only satisfaction in life?
im getting pretty disheartened already. man i need more wine.